Remembering

 

*Warning* These lyrics have a lot of rage and one swear word. I would have used a different word, but no other sufficed. If you don’t want to read a swear word, then don’t read these lyrics. Thanks for visiting.

 

Worm Working In My Brain

Squiggle, Wiggle

It Likes To Mingle

With My Grey Matter In Strain

 

Red Tendrils Grasping At Straws

Threading, Embedding

The Network Is Like

It Was Never Withdrawn

 

The Truth Is Too Terrible To Be True

I Wish I Was Making This Up

Then All I’d Have To Do Is Wake Up

My Eyes Are Open

But The Nightmare Persists

Digging Deeper & Deeper

Revealing A Me I Didn’t Even Know Exists

Fucked Beyond Measure

Trapped In My Own Mind

Time Is Not On My Side

 

Head Pounding

Heart Racing

Stomach Curling

Tears Streaming

Mind Raging

Eyes Hazing

Foreheads Blazing

Ears Ringing

Anger Seething

Soul Aching

Body Shaking

Fits Fleeting

Stomach’s On Fire

Can’t Sleep

Can’t Eat

Tossing & Turning

Over & Over

 

The Rage Is Consuming

Every Resource Inside

Burning Every Tissue To A Cinder

Never Thought To Reconsider

Where This Rage Inside Sources

Despite It’s Ever-present Courses

 

Trapped In Another Prison

Denial, Disbelief

Loss Of One’s Sure Self

Then Another Thaws

Another Draws

 

Blood Raging In My Head

Pounding, Sounding

Lighting Up Nerves That Should Have Been Dead

Or So The Fools Wanted

My Mind & Soul They Plotted

 

But I Have Other Plans

HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA

 

The Truth Is Too Terrible To Be Flase

All I Want To Do Is Throw Up

My Eyes Are Open

 

Digging Deeper & Deeper

Revealing A World So Incredibly Sick

Disease, Corruption

And They Seek To Go Steeper

 

Head Pounding

Heart Racing

Stomach Curling

Tears Streaming

Mind Raging

Eyes Hazing

Foreheads Blazing

Ears Ringing

Anger Seething

Soul Aching

Body Shaking

Fits Fleeting

Stomach’s On Fire

Can’t Sleep

Can’t Eat

Tossing & Turning

Over & Over

 

Solace

 

The heart knows what the heart wants
Every minute, it’s promises ceaselessly taunts
Peace permeating every cell
Calm nurturing every swell

The deepest character unchanged
My soul cannot be rearranged
The longing for solace remains

The desires of the heart denied
Every structure contrived
Solace unseen
Tension continually mounting
Endlessly bounding & hounding

I must remain believing
I must rise above
Grasp peace like a dove
And soar like an eagle
Readying for battle

Pain is my constant companion
In my ear, always naggin’
About the deficits in my life
Of the ripping, relentless strife

Even still, the thirst cannot be quelled
The desires deep inside, continually yelled
Truth and honor must be upheld

The desires of the heart denied
Every structure contrived
Solace unseen
Tension continually mounting
Endlessly bounding & hounding

I must remain believing
I must rise above
Grasp peace like a dove
And soar like an eagle
Readying for battle

Until Solace is Won
Solace will be Won
Solace & I Will Be One

No Conversations

 

Speak, Though No One is Hearing
Write, Though No One is Reading
Create, Though No One is Viewing
Converse, Though No One is Being

Press On
Move Forward
Run Toward
Keep On Keepin’ On
The Writing is On The Wall
In The Shadows Big & Tall

No Conversations
The deaf are dumb
And the dumb are many
Even in the land of good and plenty

No Conversations
The blind are broken
The broken are bound
True Freedom is no where to be found

Look, Though No One is Seeing
Give, Though No One is Taking
Love, Though No One is Engaging
Fight, Though No One is Waking

Move On
Gaze Forward
Sights Toward
The Straight Horizon
With Battleships at Full Sail
The Great Divide will Soon Pale

No Conversations
The lame are listless
The listless are prisoners
There cease to be any warriors

No Conversations
The dead are sleeping
The sleeping are weeping
For a greater, though unbelieving, reality